released April 8, 2013
I'm just sick of freaking out over every little thing
False emotions, meeting strangers, and lost identities.
I'll watch the light break in the water, rippling out from my feet.
Teach me to be.
I'm just sick of trying to be one with everything
I don't care quite who I am, and I don't need any meaning
What good am I? what am I doing?
Falling around in the hands of the powers that be.
The hopeless, endless, process of living, paying the devil, endlessly fading away, keep working, keep driving, keep laughing, frantically grasping at moments you wish would just stay, I'm tired of waking to time frames slowly dissecting the minutes, the hours, the weekends, the years I have left, I'm losing all motivation, all inspiration, droning on panicking aimlessly from rent to rent.